jenuine blog
welcome
Do you believe in anything? Do you believe in a destiny? In something bigger than yourself/ourselves?
I answer yes to the above questions. I have to have something to hold on to in my terrible times, to believe something is holding me, when no one actually is holding me.
“jenuine” was first created 20 years ago, I have been chipping away at the dream ever since. Getting qualified, healing myself, writing journals for 16 years.
But still what to write about for an actual audience? I mean, what will people think? what if people attack me, what if I am laughed at, what if I am wrong, what if I change my mind? What if I sound like a hypocrite? What if I suddenly decide I don’t agree with that I have even written today, a week, a year from now? What if it’s all a load of crap? What if no one likes me? What if what if… what if…
After writing journals for a week or two I had the tsunami dream, the time the 2004 tsunami happened on the other side of the world from where I slept. And I was amazed and wondered why. Yes, a tidal wave was also occurring in my private life. But no many people over the world had a similar dream that night and so I wondered how, why and whether there was a cosmic connectiveness that we could all connect to, if we choose to.
I have several trending hashtags… #ptsd #narcissist #selfharm #mental health #empath, bpd and more.
jenuine is about the Law of Attraction. it is about God. if you focus on happiness and peace literally helps rewrite your story, rewire your brain and create neuropathways for happiness.
And in case no one has told you yet, you are allowed to be happy.
So Shine. I am a work in progress. And so are you.
Thank you so much for reading. If you have any ideas for the site please send them in.
With love and light, jen x
Ps. Oh I forgot to mention the daisies… I just have always loved them. They are my signature flower. Please Join my “daisy chain” in the contact page.
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